The Self is Vast and Unlimited
Q: Why am I not experiencing my Self as Infinite?
A: Because of a single false understanding. The single false concept is the unconscious belief that all living beings, me and objects exist as their own-things, as if each of us was established from our own side by our own core natures. However only what can exist as partless and causeless has own-being. Nothing in nature exists that way. We all grasp at all things including our own self as inherently existent. This is what our senses of perception tell us. We never question our perceptions; that is why our lives are full of all kinds of limitations and sufferings.
Q: Can I change this and how?
A: Yes, anyone can change that because it is so straightforward. It's simple because the correct understanding is already functioning in you and around you. The Self of all beings is already Vast and Unlimited, all is needed is to understand the reason why your experience is different from that. You need to realize that you had accepted this one false concept, one false belief sometime ago and ever since then your life is difficult full of struggle and suffering. You need to clearly understand that you can correct this wrong understanding through a correct understanding of how currently you are experiencing yourself and others. You need to realize that your current mode of perceptions and understanding is utterly opposite to reality. You are grasping at something inherently / independently existent that is not there at all. It never was there; it is impossible for it ever to be that way. Once you see clearly that your current mode of apprehension is without merit, you began to understand why you always were suffering and why there always was suffering and hatred in the World. You will also start to experience real compassion and peace for everything and everyone because you'll know with certainty that all is yourself. All you need is to get familiar with how things exist and that your prior understanding in this subject was at best superficial, incomplete and honestly flat wrong. Just try the educational videos, interactive platforms and apps to see how simple being a Vast Self can be.